Thursday, May 28, 2015

Free to fly

Step one is knowing
Knowing what you want
Understanding what you've been searching for
 Accepting you haven't found it yet
And maybe never will

Step two is the letting go
Letting go of everything you know 
Understanding it will never be the same again
Accepting no matter the outcome different is a good thing

Step three is walking 
Walking past the pain
Running into and through the fear
Embracing maybe they will succeed before you
Maybe you will forever be alone
Even so alone is a good thing

Step four flex your wings
You can fly if only you believe
Light the fire in your soul
Be your own kind of savior
Dying in the heart is a worse death than flesh
So let your soul run free
Free to try free to fail
Free to fly

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

The nothing of everything

Everything is nothing
Nothing is everything instead
She meant nothing he pleads
Though time and time she crawled from his bed

Everything is gone 
Is everything lost
In reality everything was nothing 
Nothing became everything
Everything was the cost

One moment is value
One moment is price
When price becomes payment
One moment becomes life

If nothing becomes everything
That moment everything goes away
Think first 
Is everything worth today 

If today wins over 
In the end it is true
It meant nothing
Nothing to you

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Random

I will always remember the begining although I welcome the comfort of the end.

Monday, December 15, 2014

I miss you

I miss you
I miss me too
I miss who I thought you were
I miss the me I was before I found out who you really are

I miss laughter
I miss feeling comfortable
I miss being held and feeling like it's the safest place in the world
I miss who we were before her

Those people are gone
Just a memory that replays like an out of date song
Not the kind of music that makes your soul sing
The kind that gets stuck in your head  making you wish you could forget everything

I'm coming to terms
We were just a season 
At first you were my summer warm on my skin and full of fun covered sun
In the end it is just you and Rain
Kind of ironic how close her name is to pain

The pain of being left
The pain of your lies and the countless times you made me cry
Each drop of your betrayal, the kisses given to her, a tear from my eyes, a tear from the sky

You wanted te rain
Then returned to my sun
Only to find it is now long gone
I miss that me
The me before you
That is what I hear every time you say I miss you

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Lyrics stranger in the flesh

There's a stranger in my skin
Begging screaming for a new life to begin 
But the heart won't die out 

Somewhere along the way
I lost you 
I lost me
Neither of us could stay
But the love won't die out

There's a stranger in my skin
Screaming pleasing 
For the heart to let her in
There's a stranger in my skin
When the heart dies 
Life will begin

What a strange new existence 
Bittersweet in it resistance
Flawless fruitless flehh without limits
But the heart won't let her in

Can you feel it 
Can you hear it
The stranger in my skin
The heart will succumb
After all it let you in

Time an time again your lies
Have birth to the stranger
Sealed the hearts Demise
There's. Stranger in my skin
Watch out shell do you in

She has no heart
No flaws no remorse
There's a stranger in my skin
Welcoming life's new course
Pain is the orgasm your girlfriend released

There's a stranger in my skin
The heart closes it's eyes
No more slow torture
No more believing lies
There's a stranger in these eyes
A heartless shadow man
Waiting for the laugh 
To wash your rain away

No more blue eyes crying
No more waste time
There's a stranger in my skin 
Ready to watch her dying