I miss you

I miss you

I miss me too

I miss who I thought you were

I miss the me I was before I found out who you really are

I miss laughter

I miss feeling comfortable

I miss being held and feeling like it's the safest place in the world

I miss who we were before her

Those people are gone

Just a memory that replays like an out of date song

Not the kind of music that makes your soul sing

The kind that gets stuck in your head  making you wish you could forget everything

I'm coming to terms

We were just a season 

At first you were my summer warm on my skin and full of fun covered sun

In the end it is just you and Rain

Kind of ironic how close her name is to pain

The pain of being left

The pain of your lies and the countless times you made me cry

Each drop of your betrayal, the kisses given to her, a tear from my eyes, a tear from the sky

You wanted te rain

Then returned to my sun

Only to find it is now long gone

I miss that me

The me before you

That is what I hear every time you say I miss you